This is a reflection on the Mass readings of the day.
The betrayal of Judas is a theme for today’s readings. But both of them address it in a positive way.
How? How is this even possible–to put a positive spin on the most heinous betrayal in human history? Such a take must be superficial, gratuitous sugarcoating. There is nothing good to say about how Judas sold the Savior of the World for thirty silver pieces and then, when overcome with self-loathing for the act, he took his own life rather than seeking redemption.
Let’s look at these positive spins. In today’s gospel, Jesus is in prayer with His Father. He is praying for His beloved apostles. He praises His Father, because none have been lost, except the one destined to be lost. Although God is not the direct cause of any evil act, the betrayal of Judas is a foreseen event that fits like a puzzle piece perfectly into the plan of the Father for the salvation of humankind.
Then, in the first reading, we contemplate the gaping hole left by Judas in the company of the twelve apostles. Jesus had called twelve. Now there are eleven. That gaping hole needs to be filled. We see the apostles give the matter careful consideration, looking only at individuals who have been in the company of Jesus from the very beginning. Then, with the casting of lots, a man’s life is gloriously transformed forever, and the Church gives us St. Matthias.
Now, let us look through the apostle John’s eyes at the moment of Judas’ betrayal. The kiss. How could he do this? We had trusted him, relied on him, laughed and joked with him, considered him a brother. And now he leads the guards to our Master? He has brought utter disaster!
As heinous as Judas’ crime was, today’s readings remind us that God had the matter well in hand. Effortlessly in hand, it would seem. He brought about the salvation of the world through Judas’ crime, and ultimately, didn’t even leave his place unfilled.
Bitter discouragement comes directly from Satan, like few other works that he can call truly his own. Why does it tempt us so sweetly, when it is so bitter? Let us reject its whisperings without hesitation, and offer the suffering they bring in union with the cross of our beloved Nazorean.
Ideas for conversation with the Lord: Ask Jesus to grant you the grace always, always to place your most heartfelt sorrows and disappointments in His hands, certain that He will bring from them glorious outcomes.
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